Sorry and Thank You

Do you know? Some people find it hard to say "Sorry" and "Thank you". Agree? Mostly this kind of people are the one who has big EGO. Am I right?

Saying "sorry" or "thank you" doesn't mean you are the lowest. But it means you are the type of people who love the good relationship, more humanity and hate the negativity around you. That means you are a good person. You live your life not for getting impression from other people, but for your God. Because when you died, you are alone. Only your good deeds in dunya, insyaAllah will accompany you on your next life. Wallahualam.

So, after saying "sorry" or "thank you"... don't you feel light and happy in your heart? You should try it. It won't cost you any money to feel it. Don't let your ego control you, or else you won't be happily ever after forever alone in your heart *what am I talking about?* Hah.

p/s: How about "I love you"... is it hard to say it? I prefer show it than say it. Well, we have to say it too because some people don't get it if we just show it, right? But don't always say it many times like every minutes *seriously*, or else people may feel it is fake or boring. That's me ahah :P

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Hello?

I'm sorry I took quite a long time to write back as I promised before. I won't promise to write everyday or often. When there's an update, that's mean I'm still alive to write ahaa..

I know now my blog seems new but actually I started this blog in 2009. But all of my old posts, I deleted them. Why? Past is past. My old posts were not sincere. It was like what I posted before was for people to read. Well of course you people will read since this is a blog hahaa.. But now, I just want to write and post just for me to reflect my own life. I will post about what I think, what I feel, what I like.... and it is up to you people if you want to read. But this is for my entertainment so you might find this blog is boring. I don't care ahaa... :p

I should sleep now but my eyes and my mind so wide awake @_@ That's why I'm blogging right now. So what should I say here? Hmm.. let's see. Now in the month of Ramadhan. Still early... Day 2 of Ramadhan.. yea. So the feeling.. honestly still ordinary like other months. Actually I used to be the eager ones who really couldn't wait every time Ramadhan coming. But since my Nini passed away 100+ days ago, so I feel empty. Nothing special. But I hope those special feelings will come soon since Ramadhan is the holy months and let it heals me physically and spiritually aamiin. I just want to be better person for my after life. So I want to live only to please my god, Allah SWT. Hope I will be strong.

Okay, I should try hard to sleep now. Let's hear some songs from /\ucifer in my ipod. Hope the voice of Makoto Koshinaka (/\ucifer's vocalist) will help me to dive into my dreamland~~ ahaa. Sweet dream. Assalamualaikum.

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